Contradictions

Thursday, October 30, 2008
How can I miss 
The light that shone so brightly in his life
A trait that brought him down from glor'yus homeland
The grace that causes gods 
To dwell with mortals

How do I live
The life that by free will I chose to shun
A beast that feeds on food that does not nourish
Who stands convinced his walk
Should exhort others

How can I speak
Words that instead of love bleed judgement full
The type of speech that crumbles walls that needed
The sturdy hand of men
Who seek the Mason

How don't I realize
The scope to which I have come to look like
Those honchos who in place of selfless plunges
Instead chose to assure
Themselves of vantage

How did I lose
The type of hope that buries this campaign
Of fruitless wanderings built on self achievement
A measurement of worth
That transcends image

How can I keep
The consciousness of mind to know these things
Will subsequently burden self and sisters
Until my body's warmed
By rays of heaven